Yesterday my mood already very very bad... because.... of something...
When i walked back to my apartment, an uncle came and talk to me, asked me whether i am working in gurney... then he asked me whether want to work part time or not and all sort of nonsense! That time he asked for my number, i blur blur like that...I gave him because i thought he wants to employ me or what... I am so STUPID! At night he sms me and called me.... Crap a lot... At last he told me honestly actually he wants to make friends... sweat... Uncle, we got generation gap lor! My mood so bad still want me entertain you? I talked to him very very rudely and he still can say the way i talking to him very cute? *SERIOUSLY SWEATING* Then critisized me by saying my mandarine got a kind of slang... wth....
Today i ignored all sms, im totally not in a mood...

I AM SINGLE AND AVAILABLE



OH MY GODDD!!! Exam is approaching, im so~ stress!!! Fat is a sign of happiness?? Its definitely a NO for me! Fat is a sign of STRESS-NESS! When im sad/stress i will surely crave for food! These few days i eat EXTREMELY LOT, no hyperbole, is SUPER UBER LOTS!!!!!!!! Especially at night, i eat to release stress, am i mentally sick?? Im becoming fatter and fatter, urm... should say I am transforming from PLUMP to OBESE! I'm gonna change my name to OBESY, NO MORE
PLUMPY!!!
I thought, I really thought that i manage not to think about him when i keep myself busy, I AM SO WRONG! He is on my mind every minute every second! My roommate asked me can u really let go, i still can answer her with a cool look saying that, "sure can lah, wats important to me now is studies ma... " I can bluff everyone in this world, but i cannot bluff myself...
Yesterday, he kept apologizing on the phone... what's the point of apologizing if you keep repeating your mistakes...
today you broke your promise again....
Never mind, i've used to it...You've never kept your promise, NEVER!
and i told myself i am not gonna cry for you anymore, NEVER EVER AGAIN!

*I AM GONNA FIND SOMEONE SOMEDAY WHO MIGHT ACTUALLY TREAT ME WELL*



Today dad told me a shocking news. Yuan Ning, one of my very very good friends, a gurl whom i know her since i was 7 or 8 years old is being sent to House of Peace. Its a sad news. Who can be blamed? Her INSANE MOTHER is DEFINITELY THE ONE TO CAUSE HER LIKE THAT! I still remember we first met in the fishing villa club. We still the naive children who had no worries or problems, evyday saturday and sunday chasing around and fight with the boys, scolded by the adults... throwing water balloons, stealing the crystals, stealing people high heels shoes.... I MISS MY CHILDHOOD LIFE WITH HER! She... from a cheerful girl became a girl full of problems, hatred, stress.... THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF HER FCKING MOTHER! *sorry for using vulgar words, but i really cnt control my anger* Her mother from the day she was born, already treated her like a maid. Her whole family treated her badly. This was what she told me. And i saw this by my own eyes and listen by my own ears. Her mother only treats her eldest sister, her brother(the only son), and her youngest sister good. She, not the eldest not the youngest and definitely not the only daughter was tortured badly and cruelly by her family. Maybe her dad is excluded. But last few months my mom told me her dad scolded her very loudly. She was my neighbour. During secondary school, she always talk to me her problems and i will try to consult her and together curse her mother. Her room is just beside my room. Almost evyday i woke up by her crying voice in the middle of the night. Her mom is seriously crazy. Pulled her up in the middle of the night and ask her to study. WTH? And last few months my mom told me.... she crying so loudly during 3smtg midnite, telling her mother she already being tortured for years and she did not sleep for THREE YEARS! She begged her mom to stop all these. Her mom ignored her and continue scolding. She was living in hell. Maybe... is worse than hell. Last month, my family saw some people from the House of peace waiting her outside at her house.She cried and begged her mom not to send her there but her mom had no feelings at all. At last, she knew she had no choice but to go to the house of peace so she walked to the car by herself and stop her begging. Perhaps... going there is better to let a devil torture? I feel very very sad because i just study in penang for few months and this things happened. Being a friend, i cannot even give her a hand. I am sucha useless friend. Why God just dont mercy the sympathy ones.... and help them by giving them a hope? I feel so so so sad and moody now... bad things always happen... life is just so miserable...



Yesterday was totally a bad day for me... I think im gonna explode if i continue like that...
Deng! My posts have became emo posts recently...
I've been trying so hard not to think bout it... but it is so difficult for me to give up...
I told her WE CAN DO IT! But actually i doubted i can really do it...
I just want to concentrate on my studies... Not any other things... God please lead me to the right path... Praying hard...



Recently... mood swings... It irritates me a lot... I can be so emo... Last time this didnt happen... Why it happens so often recently...?? Tears can flow out so easily even though there's ntg to cry for... Just wanted to cry out... I am not as strong as i thought...
Just figured out facebook luck percentage is kinda ACCURATE... Today before i went out, i clicked for my percentage and it appeared 34% wth~
Today is unlucky... but... in some cases my luck is not TOTALLY BAD either... I took my MPW result... Wonder did miss molly deduct ten marks from my result? Nevermind... its not important anymore... Out of my expectation, i managed to get A-, same as malaysian studies...
Received sms that i hope i nvr received... Sad things ofcourse... Just have to accept the fact that i am always dogged by bad luck...
Went to bus station to buy the 8pm bus ticket back ipoh... At first the person told me no more tickets... Suddenly she called me and told me there was one place left... considered lucky huh?
Krystle~ Stop emo-ing anymore! Im tired of crying~



Today i had lunch with yoon hong... Urm... not lunch... its... HI TEA i guess... lol
He ordered spaghetti and it smells like.... (speechless) Maybe it smells same as... rubbish? XD
I enjoy every moment together with him. ^^
Around 2pm, he went for his dancing practice and i met with Jul. We watched 2012! Actually it was fully booked, but we were so~ lucky today! There were two seats ---- uncollectable reservations! These two seats were the best seats in the cinema! And the seats were ours! ^^
The story was SO AWESOME+FABULOUS! And some parts... were very touching too~ Nearly cried... People, safe the earth please~ no more contributing damage to the earth~ EARTH IS THE ONLY PLANET SUPPLYING TASTY + DELICIOUS FOOD! I LOVE FOOD!
After watching the movie, i want to tell my family and my friends.... I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU IN MY LIFE! =)



Just came back from my genting+KL trip... Overall it was quite fun... Just a little too rush and i cannot spend much time there... First day reached KL Central, some interesting incident happened... Better not to mention here... Just keep it inside my heart will do... Those memories I will not forget it for the rest of my life... lolz
I tried swiss oven in KL Central! Its a MUST to try it out... BEST BREAD IN TOWN! Too bad we missed the bfast time and could not grab the offer =( At night, i got the chance to meet up Jul's coursemates in genting's sb. Friendly! ^^
2nd day of my trip... I enjoy playing the water game... Waw! U cannot imagine how scary it was! The moment the boat FLEW down VERTICALLY, OUR WHOLE BODY WERE LIKE FLYING ON THE AIR... And guess what... it has no belt to support our body or protect us from flying out... so what we can do was holding the metal thing beside us... WE SCREAMED OUT SUPER UBER LOUD...! We even telling each other if one of us unfortunately die here, the other person must help to fulfill her dreams... Lol...
3rd day... Busy to find Jul's prom dress... At last she found one awesome dress which suits her body perfectly! She was SO SO PRETTY! Had my supper in station one cafe when jul attending her prom. The food there was nice! I miss the food! Went euphoria for a while since we had the free tickets. It was a very high class place for clubbing.Different from penang ones... I got the VIP card... But guess i wont be using it?
4th day... last day in KL... Had bfast at subway... the bfast was so worth it. I LOVE SUBWAY! After that we went 1U... the bus fair system changed. Last time you pay rm2, you can use it for whole day...but now.. each time you go up to the bus you pay rm2.50... two and flo to 1u = RM10! Had our lunch at deli france! I love the puffs and tarts! The coffee and the cookies tasty+delicious! Why ipoh doesnt have? =( After lunch we walked for a while then i took the 9.45pm train back ipoh. Forced to leave KL... Say bye bye to my trip...